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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Boulevard of Solace



I was panting. I haven’t had any food for a day. Nature’s fury was evident on all sides. Sun was beating hard taking a heavy toll on me. My legs were numb reaching for the eagle’s shadow. I crawled till I knew nothing. Silence prevailed.


In a distant dream, I heard some poised beats. I didn’t care as I couldn’t. Something told me I was alive and I believed it. Who said only phoenix can win death? I can add one more page in my life book.


The drum beats were very apparent now. It made my heart beat faster. My vision was blurred. Somebody asked me “aeyu kaya hoyss?”. I couldn’t understand a thing, but I nodded. In a minute, a bowl of soup was served to me. Perhaps, this bowl can change my life forever!


In a jiffy, I gulped down the soup. I could feel the warmth back in my stomach after an era of starvation. Tears rolled down my cheeks with a sense of accomplishment. Yes, I survived and thats a accomplishment. Down the line, a little boy was watching me bewildered. Gaining strength, I asked him who he was. He said, “I am a human being”. I felt like I was struck with a rod. He asked my name. I smiled and told him, “I am humanity”.


Yes, only humans can save humanity. A mere act of kindness can save humans and humanity together. Nobody can deny the fact that they need to be loved and cared and humanity lives at that point. Love is beyond language, colour, race or any such frontiers. Love makes a life worth living. Take care. Spread love.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Dry but Green


Nothing much we can do about our past. As I turn back, I can feel the presence of emptiness in my head, body and soul. Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them. But, this is the life I am destined to live and I got to carry on. It really hurts me when people laugh, cry, speak or cheat. My heartbeats say I am stuck between love and rage. I am one little cricket in world’s meadow. I felt safe when I never made a sound. I was secure when I never complained. But now, I am out of my cocoon and I have emotions to let go off.

I lie. I lie when I laugh. I do pretend that I am happy. But the world is full of deceptions, isn’t it? There is hardly anything in this world that we can reach for. Nothing is here to enjoy, to feel sad about or even to admire. Every quark of universe is created to entangle me and you. Every brain is crammed with Paranoia. I know I can’t change the way the things really are. What I need is a little attitude adjustment.
A little change in perceptions can make us see other side of the life. I start my life in this strange world with my shadow alone as my company. Throughout my zombie life, I treasure some blissful moments with fascinating people. I believe these moments are the only evidence for my existence.
“Memory is a child walking along seashore. You never can tell what small pebble it will pick up and store away among its treasured things"