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Monday, July 7, 2014

Winter lights

On a winter eve, beside a frozen tree
I sat, waiting for absolution (that would never come)
A half-frozen rivulet lay before me
Calling me to shed the skin and freeze the heart

But I am not ready,
I am not ready yet

A short-lived light beam scattered at the touchdown
Feeding the silver of saintly fish
It fed me too with angst and fury
Calling me to burn my life and light the world

But I am not ready,
I am not ready yet.

Sunday, October 20, 2013

A hero next door

And came the unsung hero. Not much haste and not much noise, he was composed, as all heroes are. Clad in his three-wheeled chariot, with his one, his only, leg tapping for a song beat, he was here with an organic smile. He runs a tea shop, all in his vehicle. He works all day through to battle out his poverty, to quench the thirst of his younger sister, to feed his school-going brother, and to heal his mom's sore throat.  But how does it make him special? In fact it doesn't. It's all about his attitude. How do you define his character? How do you want to be if you're in his shoes, err shoe? I am sure i can't be him, but I wished to at least throw away my fake plastic smiles and accept life as it comes.



Wednesday, May 2, 2012

A Song on a Blotting Paper

In the land of crib and grave,
I wandered…
I wondered if I am sane
Or haunted…

I opened up my heart box
And found it to be a hoax
I started penning my life
It became a book of jokes

Once in my dream 
I was a moth
I learnt to flap and learnt to fly
I got what I sought
Then came a freezing night
My wings drenched in dews
I cursed the frost and cursed myself
And bid my dream adieu

What I want is what I know
I know not what I don’t
I found what’s worth and found what’s right
It's a thing I wish I could write

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Goodbye, my best friend…

In this land of make-believe, I was roaming east and west only to find that people are no more than hypocrites. The more I made opinions, the more I fell—lost, injured, and crippled. I sometimes forget I am part of this community and I am no less in terms of hypocrisy. Maybe, that’s the way our creator made us. Or is that some genetic mistake? What so ever, this never-ending story of insincerity is actually never going to end.

In every second of my life, frustration kept building up in my mind. I tried so hard to control my stupid thoughts. They didn’t oblige. I looked around and found no one. My shadow refused to give shade to me. I turned to God only to find that he enjoys me being frustrated—like a little boy dropping an ant on a bucket full of water. Then, one fine day, I started creating a person inside me who understands me— the only person who understands me. How do I know him? Well, my tears introduced him to me, or rather me to him. We grew all along hand in hand. He taught me how to hate, love, and love hate. No other people stayed in my life as long as he did. Gradually, I started believing him more than anybody else. I needed no other company.

Years passed. I am 27 now. Now, I long for solitude as much as I wished for a company before. The man whom I travelled with all these years, the man who was my best friend, is taking me to the grave. It was too late when I recognized that I had been travelling with him all these years to the destination called ‘shame’. My present has become the parody of my past. At one point, when I saw my destination, I decided to return. I no longer trusted my friend. He grasped my hand and pleaded to stay with him. I smiled. Tears rolled down my cheeks. He knew he had to leave me. Our eyes met and I turned back and started walking. It was a silent farewell. We knew we won’t meet up any time in the future. I was leaking my memories all the way on my forlorn journey—a journey towards my destiny.

Monday, July 18, 2011

I loved this article…..

Germany's Green City of the Future

As a city, Vauban, Germany, has everything -- tree-lined streets, perfect houses -- but it's missing one urban fixture of the last 100 years or so: the car.

And Vauban residents don't mind one bit.

"We lived with a car -- I had a car, my wife had a car -- for 40 years, I think, and I don't like it, I don't miss it at all," said Hartmut Wagner, a Vauban resident.

Vauban doesn't ban cars entirely. Rather, it just tries to reduce the use of cars by creating "parking-free" and "car-free" living.

In Vauban, just outside the city of Freiburg, near the French and Swiss borders, parking spaces are prohibited on private property. Cars can only be parked in public parking lots, so living without a car saves residents the cost of parking in the public lot.

Cars also are prevented from using certain roads and must stick to strict speed limits. With these limitations, fewer than 20 percent of residents own cars.

ABC News

ABC News correspondent Jim Sciutto bikes... View Full Caption

Without cars, bikes are almost religion in this small town. Kids pick them up even before they can ride one.

"I go to work with my bike, kids go to school with the bike," said resident Gerlinde Schuwald. "It's a good feeling here in these areas. It's peaceful."

Vauban is about much more than just using two wheels instead of four. It's an environmentally-friendly city of the future, with organically grown food, renewable energy, and carbon-neutral homes.

"People make more money by selling electricity to the grid than they pay for heat," said Andreas Delleske, a Vauban resident.

Completed in 2006, Vauban was 20 years in the making, built on the site of a former military barracks that residents and the local government bought and redesigned. And now, with a population of 5,500, it's attracting attention from around the world.

A class of students taking a sustainability course at the University of California, Davis, recently visited Vauban to see if the technologies could be applied in the United States.

"The technologies are all transferable. Solar power. California has a lot of sun," said UC Davis professor Jeff Loux. "What's difficult for us to get a grasp on is the density they can achieve here, the fact that people live in smaller units."

Of course, no one loves cars as much as Americans do. But if this can happen in Germany, home of Mercedes and the high-speed Autobahn, then maybe Americans can do it, too. (And so can Indians; Hey, I meant it as a joke....)

By JIM SCIUTTO (@jimsciuttoABC) , TIM WATSON and MICHAEL MILBERGER

Aug. 29, 2009

Thursday, August 12, 2010

The Brave New World




Ever thought of buying a new pair of shoes.
Or that glittering dress that makes you good before the eyes of others.
How about spending a day in a lovely place.
The laws of nature are simple. You fancy, and you will get.

Unfortunately, there are millions of people around the world who don’t even know what to fancy with their lives. Their whole life is spent to conquer only one thing.
Hunger.

India proudly presents one third of world’s poor population. It struggled its way to maintain as one among the world’s developing countries for nearly sixty three years after Independence. We are sure that it will continue to exist as a developing country for the next millennium.

Let the Indian Government propose 5-year plans to improve standards of its citizens.
Let the politicians promise larger than life achievements
Let the space research organization spend billions of dollars to find water on the moon
Let the sports management and government compliment players for their profession
Let the top businessmen build extravagant houses by making use of natural resources.

And now, let’s do what we can do
Help the poor by saving a very reasonable amount each day.

Two rupees.
That’s it.

We don’t expect any larger amount than that. At the end of the month, you get 60. Spend that money for the needy. Join five member to the team, and you will have three hundred rupees. Join ten members, the figure will be six hundred. Imagine the team to be in hundreds, we don’t need to say you how to put a smile on a poor child’s face.

You can do that all by yourselves. You just need some like-minded friends at the scratch. When you move on, it becomes and habit and a way of life. You can hire a craft teacher and teach poor students for a day. We don’t serve a fish. We train to catch one.

We are initiating to form a large group of people to join the cause to strike hunger and illiteracy out of our country. With the plans of our own, we are ready to share our schemes whoever is willing to join the team and to achieve the objective.

There is no professional course to train anyone to be compassionate.
It’s the character of your mind.

And the poor expect simply that.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Dark vs. Spark


Do you believe the mankind would have discovered the existence of moon or stars if there were no nights? Night gives us light. In a different way though. There can be no astronomy without darkness. Probably, man would not have had the first sparks of fire without nights. Or more so, the plants would have suffocated to death without their dark cycles in place. What is darkness? Is it a friend or a foe? Is it something nothing? Is the darkness, a form of light? Or is it the platform where the light stands? They say the speed of light is 299,792,458 m/s. Then, what is the speed of darkness? Is there anything like that? These questions remain to be in the darker side.

Frankly, I haven’t seen complete darkness. Can it be seen? Leave that. Whenever I am in dark, my mind switches on some memories--some good and some really bad. So, does this mean the light is just an illusion? You can’t touch the light anyway. If light is an illusion, then who are you and I? If you and I are illusions, who is/are controlling us? If we are not controlled, what is the use of creating us? Are they the people whom we call God? If they are the God, how will they look like? Is there any element other than light, which we are ignorant of? If there is one, what is that? How will we react to it? Is it visible? Can it be felt? Is that present in our planet? Where is its source? These questions continue endlessly.

To me, both light and darkness coexist in our mind. The levels too don’t vary much. Only thing that matters is what we take or what we leave. By this statement, I mean to say that it is impossible to remove the darker side from you. However, you can leave that beneath the carpet and make your better part to stand on it. After all, great men are those who act or believe that they are good. Let us learn the art of acting and live happily. Lights off. Bye for now. Tadaaaa…